Friday, September 18, 2009

Diagnostic Essay: All Good Things Come To An End


The best and worst jobs I've ever had are one and the same. It was the best job for me at the time when I started and now it has become the worst job for me. I constantly look forward to the day when I can do something else.


When I started my job eleven years ago, I had just been arrested for a possession with the intent to distribute and was consuming large amounts of drugs and alcohol on a daily basis. The first year I worked like a dog, as many hours as I could get and managed to repay seventeen thousand dollars of debt. The second year I still worked like a dog, but had no debt so I settled right back into the lifestyle I had lived in years past. I was buying clothes and shoes I had no need for, smoking pot all day, drinking all night and ingesting anything I could get a hold of. I was working solely to get a buzz and look cute.


One of my personal motto's that I've picked up at work is "Evolve or die". I was constantly changing with the demands of my job, trying to ensure my job security. Unfortunately around the same time I figured out I was making about half of what I was making a few years before, I realized other problems with my job. I have medical, IRA and free dental at my job and was overjoyed with this from the begining. The problem is I realized I would never be able to retire with my IRA and I would never be able to afford a house on my salary. There are many other problems I have with my job that have caused me to no longer enjoy it, but those are company problems and things I cannot change. I can change my job if I work hard enough. Another creed I'm fond of is " All good things come to an end".